I just miss who you used to be. Which almost seems like one of the worst kinds of missing you can have for someone, since there’s no way you can ever possibly get them back its just the past
It absolutely sucks when another person can control your mood and emotions so much. Especially when they’re too naive to even realize it.
Lately when things get rough I forget how lucky I am to have all the great people I DO have in my life. I may not have a huge group of friends or be liked by everyone but I’m my own person,have a good heart and a great support system. If it weren’t for the support of my family and my best friends’ families I would have broken down by now. And some people aren’t lucky enough to even have that.
I’m starting to realize that this probably isn’t going to be what I expected. It’s disappointing realizing that things will never be the same for you, but then again I can’t blame you one bit. You can’t fix someone who’s been broken that many times. I just wish I knew if I was wasting my time or not